Wednesday, June 18, 2008

adventures in D.C.

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so i just got back from Washington D.C. last night at about 10pm, and boy are there many stories to share...


ok, so the original Washington Trip plan failed, because of some setbacks and whatnot, so we weren't able to help out doing a VBS, but we DID attend the Sojourner's 'VOTE OUT POVERTY' campaign, which is an American campaign to mobilize the Christian population to advocate for social justice, more specifically, Poverty, through spreading the awareness to christians and their home churches, to get everyone on board to contact their local congress or whatever local political leader, and also like voter registration and whatnot, mailing the president/presidential candidates...

and what not, basically to make poverty an extremely important issue in terms of presidential leadership, and getting these leaders to hold them accountable to actually do something, follow their "Millenial Goals" to reduce poverty by at LEAST 50% in the next year or so... somethin like that.... that was the campaign in a nutshell...

so on our drive down... we take a pit stop at the Cranberry Township, located in Southern Pennsylvania, and we're looking for somethin to eat.. so we stop at this mall/plaza, we find this place called CiCi's Pizza, and we walk in and look at the menu, and they have All-You-Can-Eat buffet (all you can eat Pizza, Pasta, Soup, Salad, Dessert) for ONLY 4.99.. and we were all like... no wayyy, that MUST be the kid's menu or something, we ask, and he's like "NOPE! it's really just 4.99!" and i swear we were asking each other 'IS THIS FOR REAL?" for like 5 minutes... then we finally accepted that this was just the best deal ever.... the food was pretty good for a pizza parlour like that... but it was such a sweet deal.... it was such a good deal, that we insisted that we would come back on our way back to Toronto. The service was also amazing, the people working there were just very nice, friendly people. I HIGHLY recommend anyone to go there and eat if anyone ever passes through pennsylvania passing by Cranberry Township.


we drove by the area for a bit, to get back on the highway, and John was like...'man some places have such lame names...such as.."Hollywood Tans" some tanning salon, and then "Smokey Bones" which was some bar and grill kinda place (like Montana's) and that was like the root of like MANY MANY MANY inside jokes for the whole trip.... countless laughs and jokes about those 2 random places, alone. hahahaha. you'll hear more about this later down in the post.... (but pretty much, we promised ourselves, we HAVE to make a pit stop to both of these places, and joke around there...)

anyway, so we drove down for about a total of 9hrs, and it was already like 11:00pm, and Sarah couldn't drive anymore cause she was tired, so we stopped by this small town in Maryland, about an hour or so away from Washington, and it was like a small quiet town, and we passed by a church, so we thought, hey how bout we sleep on their lawn (since we didnt have ANY accomodations whatsoever... no where to sleep for the next 5 nights..) so we went to a gas station first to get any supplies, use the washroom and wahtnot, then we went to the church.. some RANDOM church, mind you, and then we saw some guy still awake and on his balcony (some house located on the church property) so we asked him if we could sleep on their lawn, since we didn't have anywhere to sleep, and he was like "yeah sure, but you should probably sleep on the other side of the church where you could have more privacy!"

lol, so that was like the first blessing we had on our trip, permission and somewhere to sleep. the weather was nice, so it was pretty warm, and their lawn was pretty decent. we literally slept on the grass with just blankets.


the sleep was alright... decent for a sleep outdoors... but there was some dew on the grass which left things a little damp, and there was actually a slug on my bag, and a random slug INSIDE my camera case... (yeah, how is that possible?) but anyway, so we left the church before they had mass at 8am.. and we finished the rest of our drive down to washington.... and we joined the conference in the morning. we actually saw the head hancho, Jim Wallis, author of a couple books, more recent was The Great Awakening, and he's the founder of the Sojourners organization, who publish a christian social justice magazine, and he's like the main leader in trying to mobilize christians in America for social justice... so he's a pretty big dude, and we saw him and Calford went to him and said "Hey Jim, we're from Canada, and we don't have a place to stay, but we were wondering if you know any churches or church lawns in the area that we could stay at, even a backyard or something..." and he's like "hold on, lemme talk to a few people" 5 minutes later, we get a message saying to go to the desk and they give us 2 resident rooms on the campus for free, worth about $228 in total, and jimmy dub just hooked us up for free! he even mentioned us in a short speech during dinner, saying "we christians, need to help each other, today i mnet somne canadians that said they slept on a church lawn and needed a place to stay..." hahaha and we were all laughing how he mentioned that infront of everyone. MAJOR BLESSING (#2)

anyway, so the whole conference was pretty inspiring... honestly, i've grown up, not caring about all the world issues there are... ignoring and sometimes even avoiding all the social injustices worldwide... the global poverty, the economic injustice, oppression, racism, but like... i feel like im beginning to have a new set of eyes... so me and John were talking, and he was teaching me a little bit about Micro Finances, it was just a brief thing... but here's the WIKI definition...

"Microfinance refers to the provision of financial services to poor and low-income clients, including consumers and the self-employed.[1] The term also refers to the practice of sustainably delivering those services. More broadly, it refers to a movement that envisions “a world in which as many poor and near-poor households as possible have permanent access to an appropriate range of high quality financial services, including not just credit but also savings, insurance, and fund transfers.”[2]"

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Microfinance

so John was suggesting it would be cool to help out in this, especially cause it's sort of Business related and at the same time helping in overcoming social injustice, and since Laurier has such a huge BUSINESS dept. and lots of biz kids, why not start a campaign at Laurier to advocate for economic justice and fundraise and help those people with very little opportunity, so that was a big idea and something God inspired me with during the conference.... but just a heart that cares more about what's going on in the world... being more environmentally friendly to help slow down global warming... being more aware of the poverty and injustices in the world.... not spending money on unnecessary things, and things that aren't essential, and even just having compassion for the broken and people considered social outcasts and stuff like that... (well just to let you know.. all of this stuff, im still working on, i am by no means, an expert in any of these things) i was able to learn some tips and tricks on video advocacy and campaigning with media, and also a bit on campus advocating/campaigning with some of the workshops so that was helpful too... that's kinda what i got out of it...briefly...


ummmm, after the conference we went to Capitol Hill, and checked out some of the tourists-type things in Washington. we were lucky enough to find some free parking since it was a sunday (another blessing) so we checked out the US Capitol/US Congress, the big tall Washington monument, the Abraham Lincoln Memorial or 'temple shrine', that was a little weird, since it was like total idolatry, the White House, the Museum of History, and the Korean and Vietnam War Memorials... it was cool checking out how historic Washington was, and everything


for lunch calford and john wanted chinese food, so we found CHINATOWN, and we went to some little restaurant, the food was alright... not pure authentic tho, but decent. it was pretty cool/fun walking around washington and just exploring the city. in the evening, we got a call from one of the people we met at the Sojourners Conference, and she said we could stay at their community house, so it was pretty sweet (blessing #4). we first went to a grocery store and we bought dinner, 2 packs of wings (like 12-15 wings each pack) for $1.75 EACH pack and we bought some wedges and some vegetables and some pop (we had to be really really efficient and economic with our money, if you haven't noticed) and we parked by the side of some street near Capitol Hill, and we just sat on some random apartment's lawn and ate dinner there, and we didnt wanna pay for parking at a parking meter, so we sat sorta on the lawn by the car, so if we could move it at any given time... soooooo ghetto.. but it was fun.

at night we went to the house we were supposed to stay at, which was at 7th and G st. but little did we know, there are 4 different quadrants! we went to 3 different "7th and G" intersections. and we pretty much travelled through all of washington to find this... lol apparently, washington was designed like that to confuse their enemies during times of invasion. they definitely did their job in confusing us....... there's like a million sets of A,B,C,D....H streets, and a million 1st, 2nd, 3rd.....8th streets.... GEEEEZ. but we finally found the house, and it was pretty sweet. it was like one of those really narrow houses connected with the ones beside like on TV. the house was actually comprised of like 10+ residents, all from different parts of the states, but they heard about this organization, Brethren Volunteer Services, that allows you to do some volunteering stuff/social justice work but gives you a place you can live at, covering your rent, utilities, and essential things... so there's always people moving in and moving out with different volunteering placements, and they let us stay at their lovely community basement and they were such great hosts, esp. for people who didnt have a place to stay... we watched the Lakers/Celtics Game 5 with them, and then headed to bed.

the next day, we headed to the zoo which was ALSO free (more blessings) and checked out some of the cool stuff they had there.... there was this crazy cool spider exhibit with no glass, so we were all wondering, couldn't the spiders escape, and crawl around everywhere, but apparently the spiders they had (which looked like the one that bit peter parker) couldnt crawl on those walls, and only stayed on its web. One of the zookeepers showed us how spiders ate... so they fed some crickets, throwing them onto their webs. The spider literally ZIPPED down the web in a flash and just bit the cricket, injecting venom to slowly kill its prey and also turn the insides into mush for easier eating. it brings back the prey to the middle of the web, and slowly starts to wrap it up in its web, but it's cool how it uses its 6 legs to stay on the web, and 2 legs to just wrap the cricket up... then it slowly eats it and leaves the corpse. CRAZY!

anyway, after the zoo, we were going all around town to find a good deal, we ended up driving everywhere but then just going back near the community house, parking at this local gym, through one of the community house residents for free (super blessing #6) so we walked to a Subway, and got this pretty sweet $5 Deal, and it was soooo goood.. we then walked around this inner city community and found this park with a huge playground, tennis courts, beach volleyball area, and this part under the highway with a full basketball court and even some skateboarding ramps and rails. it was such a sweet area. we saw some gangster/skater kids who came afterward and they were doin some cool tricks and stuff off the ramps. i wish i could grow up with a park like that, and a basketball court under a highway like that.. it was sooo sickk

we walked back to that local gym, to ask where the Salvation Army and thrift store was, and it was like 16 blocks west from there, but at that point there was such a huge thunderstorm outside, the streets were like flooding with rivers flowing down the sides of the streets, it was pouring rain and it was just crazy, so we first ran back to the house which was nearby, BUT it was locked and nobody was home, so we were locked out and soaking... we checked some of the local churches in the area, but all were locked... so we decided... to walk to the Salvation army, 16 blocks away and hopefully buy some dry clothes there... so we walked down 16 blocks in the pouring rain... passing by 4 different A streets. it took about an hour, then when we got there, we asked somebody where the salvation army was, and they said it was closed, cause everything closes at 4pm because of the crime rate in the area, and it was like 5:00pm, so we decided how bout we take the bus back, but we only had $3US, and not enough for 4 ppl to take the bus, so we decided to walk back 16 blocks back to the house... still in the pouring rain..... but it was alright, we made the most of it, singing every single pop song we all knew. good times. when we finally got back, someone was home so we were able to get in, but John's shoes did NOT survive as they were already in terrible condition.... with a sole that was so mangled and a big hole in the heel of the shoe. 2 hours walking almost aimlessly in the pouring rain...... good times...haha and that was the end of that chapter...

back at the house, the main host, a girl we met at the conference made us all taco's for dinner, for us and the other like 9 or so residents that were present... it was pretty cool meeting all these different people from different parts, with different backgrounds, doing different things, but all living there to do their different respective jobs in some sort thing for social justice.... cool stuff!

anyway the next morning we left at like 9am to head back to Toronto, driving for almost 4 hours, we finally reached our first destination, CiCi's Pizza, and delighted the staff that we met from the first time we met them. enjoyed the 4.99 all you can eat deal, then as we discussed during the whole trip, we had to stop at Hollywood Tans and Smokey Bones, just for jokes. so we took some pictures outside of both, but the funniest moment was at smokey bones.... we went inside and talked to the hostess and then also asked WHO was smokey bones, and if they were there. it was so hilarious, except the response was "i'm not sure, i just started working here 3 days ago..." but the manager came out and he was like it's the name of the ribs we have or whatever. lol it was hilarious. you had to be there...

after about 7 hours of driving, we finally arrived back in the heart of Jane and Finch, back at John's house... but it was a fun trip, eye-opening and inspiring conference, and just a great time away from Canada, learning and experiencing the American lifestyle....

anyway just to let everyone know, THIS SATURDAY, we're having an Intern Party...
so for us students interning at Christian Centre Church, me, asha, bronson, calford, and john and jessie, we're holding a party at john's house to fundraise for some of their intern funds, and we wanna invite everyone. $5 donation at the door with hot dogs and some pasta included...
EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO COME!!!!
for more details like location/parking just let me know... but i'd love to see everyone there, show you the community we have here and just celebrate the summer!

81-2 Gosford Blvd.
7:00pm
$5 donation
hot dogs and pasta included.
ALL are welcome!

thanks for reading, peace out.

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Mr. Smith Goes To Washington

(an old movie... but i'm not mr. smith....)

tomorrow, me, calford, john and jessie are going to washington for a conference...
http://www.sojo.net/index.cfm?action=get_connected.pentecost08&item=pentecost08_main
and there's gonna be some like empowering people, and starting a movement in America (North America) to overcome poverty... and i think there's also gonna be some stuff about campus outreach and evangelism and stuff...

so we're gonna be driving there tomorrow, again we almost had no ride, but God provided once again at the nick of time, so we have a car... though it's a manual, and only sarah knows how to drive... maybe i might have to learn how to drive manual before we go tomorrow morning :P

please pray for us, as we have nowhere to stay in washington... we're hoping to meet some people who will open their home for us....otherwise we might either stay overnight at an airport, or set up tents outside, or sleep on the grass or in our car :P... i have no idea... but please pray for us, that'd be soooo great!

also after the conference, we're gonna just walk around and hang out with the homeless people there, and just chill with whoever we meet on the streets... it should be fun!

man, i love the kids in the community... i love em so much. there's some highschool guys taht are cool dudes, this one guy who's sick at ball, and he looks like Dwayne Wade, but he's a really cool guy, and he's going to sheridan college in sept. and there's this other guy Dwayne, we call him 'king' cause he asked Laura to spray paint "King" on his t-shirt for king of basketball.. lol. but he's RIPPED. lol he's only in gr.11, plays football and basketball, the man is a beast, the kids call him a beast too.. jacked and everything. then there's a lotta kids from like kindergarten to gr.8 that just come and chill, and i guess they dont get any attention at home, but they just love being around john's backyard and chillin with all of us, and playin games, and talkin and hangin out. the kids are awesome...

anyway, more to come after the D.C. trip... stay tuned

Saturday, June 7, 2008

come.unity

i dont know why i made that title... but the past 24 hours was just soo much community... and it was just random community, like just joining with random people, or people we didn't know, and just hung out with them and stuff....

so the past few days, we've started doing a BBQ at lunch time to raise money, aiming the jr. high kids at Brookview Middle School, next door to the church (literally next door, 10 feet away)

so at lunchtime, we bbq hot dogs, and sell pop outside and we play outdoor ball with the kids... usually i just get to interact with the same bunch of kids that come to the after school program, but these bbqs are really bringing out all these new kids, that usually dont come out, and it's great.

it;s really great to be connecting with these kids that we never usually see, that don't go to any of our programs... and we're starting to see some non-black kids come out... cause it's usually just the black kids that come hang out with us, but we;re starting to see some other cultures, which is great, and even a couple of adults walking by came and supported our bbq fundraiser. (since today was soooo scorching hot, i have a pretty distinct tan line on my neck....:P)

after that, us interns had lunch together, then we had some time to read the Word...
later today, instead of going downtown to hang out with the homeless, we went to the Seniors Home next door to the church (another 15 feet away, on the other side) to just hang out with some of the seniors. it was a great, very different experience... but still cool. the first guy we met was a guy from Jamaica, and he was 66 years old, and he was telling us he works a night shift... somewhere, it was a bit tough to understand his english, cause it was kind of broken, kind of lost in his accent, and me and one of the other interns Laura (the one that does graffiti) were trying to follow along, but it was really difficult. He's apparently divorced, has 2 kids, believes in God, goes to church, and has a lot of opinions about people and the world and stuff, though im not entirely sure what he was saying, but he seemed pretty content with life and how God is so good in his life. so taht was good. nice man, tho, lives a very nice, simple life.

the second guy we met up was this guy from guyana, and his house was... very... decorated.... lol. christmas lights in his apartment, smelled strongly of curry, and just, his apartment was just sooo full of....stuff! but he was a very interesting guy, he apparently has been going to our church for a long time, sits in the same spot every week. he attends the weekly bible studies held at the church and he loves the discussion and stuff, and this man just seemed very very knowledgeable about christianity and the bible, it was great, he was also very hospitable. though he's divorced, he seemed to have a lot of love for the bible and for continuing to study it, and he just seems to love to dig deep into the Word.

last guy we met up was with this guy i met at a luncheon we had with the seniors a couple weeks ago. i met this guy and he actually remembered me, so that was cool. this guy is from guyana, as well, and is such a great guy. he lives with his wife, and their place was very very well kept, very clean, very nice guy. he was showing us this wall covered in awards/certificates and stuff of all the stuff he volunteers at, and all the community and other organizational things he's involved in, and like leadership awards, citizenship awards, and stuff, this guy is sick. he also had an amazing view of the jane and shoreham area, he lived on the 10th floor, and you could see out of 2 sides, and you can really see everything. he has a couple kids and a couple grand kids, and i think he goes to another church, i think he said his brother was a minister or something. i dont remember, but it was really cool hanging out with him and the other guys we met up with. they really really appreciated the bit of time we were able to hang out with them, and they really enjoyed it. i intend to meet up with them soon!

after that, we went back to john knight's house/the intern house, since 3 interns + john and jessie live there + 2 other girls. and there was a basketball net moved near their backyard, so me and my roommate ian (john's brother), and laura, played ball with some of the kids there, and some kids also slowly started to make their way into the backyard to hang out. it was sooo hot, sarah and asha went to go get a big bog of ice cream, and so we just had some ice cream and offered all of the kids around some ice cream too, then they were all so interested in laura's graffiti, and they were all waiting for her to graffiti their t-shirts, and then before you know it, there;s all these kids just hangin out in the backyard, singin songs, dancing, and just chilling... this one black girl came up to me and made up a hand shake between me and her, she's hilarious. there's some lebron-ish high five elements in there, mixed with some dwight howard's souljaboy 'yoouuuuuu' in there too. hahahaa, this girl is soo jokes, she made up a hand shake with ian and sarah too. when really young black kids are talk so ghetto, it;s hilarious. i love it.

the thing that was soo good, was that we didnt know most of the kids there... we just kinda met them and invited them to hang out, have some ice cream, chill, and then community just started to happen, and they didnt even wanna leave either when it got dark. so we told them to come back and chill some more another day. so it really is...like neighbourhood-community, getting to know your neighbours and stuff.

anyway, tomorrow, i'll be taking 2 boys downtown to harbourfront, to play ball with them there, and get some opportunities to mentor them and just keep building relationships with these kids, so hopefully today goes well.

thanks for reading, loyal readers!
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008

to the ends of the earth...

hey guys,
how's everyone doing?

i randomly saw chris jong today. Him and his urban promise team are just having meetings at the church im interning at, here at jane and finch. it was nice to see a fellow asian here at j&f. lol, he;'s gonna be doing some urban promise work- outreach during the summer

im hearing that so many people are going out there and doing stuff... doing missions or outreach, or just doing SOMETHING out of the ordinary, or just something for God, it's so great to hear...

my friend Lorraine is planning to go to Costa Rica for 2 weeks and doing some outreach there, building relationships and the works!

jen, marie, and gary from my church, TCCC, are doing a day camp/VBS sort of deal at bridletowne and the old SCBC community... so at warden and finch, and birchmount and huntingwood, working with some different inner-city kids in Scarborough

i hear yvonne, jordan, melody, and jonny angka are gonna be doing some yonge street missions!

i heard my friend Janine and her friend Mike will be going to the Phillipines, and one to Africa

my friends, Phila and Nat are workin with Toronto City Missions, and the kids in different communities downtown, like St. James town

my GOOD (and single) friend ryan is gonna be doin some missions with a team from my church at the Longlac area... up north, working with some native-heritage people

and my friends from Laurier, Howie and Laura, are gonna be goin to China, and doin some mission work in East Asia


...and just stuff like that
like it's really really great to hear that our generation is beginning to be bold, and doing something for God, even if it may be somewhere really far, or somewhere local... another country, or even in your own community. it's great to hear... if you're doing missions too or doing something, let me know, and i'll keep you in my prayers, if you have any prayer requests or anything... or if you wanted to know more about any of the missions trips/outreach projects that my friends listed above are doing, or if you'd like to support them thru prayer, or thru finances, just let me know...

AND, i'd really relaly really really love it, if you could just leave me comments! even if it's just a HI, just let me know who you are, who's reading this, and where are you from! i'd love to hear from you!

Sunday, June 1, 2008

knowing God's will...

from last week's sermon...
(applied to me when i was trying to figure out what my calling was for this summer, and if this Jane & Finch missions trip was part of God's will, and His calling for me...)


knowing/discovering God's will in 6 steps...

1. the Instruction step

2. the Confirmation step

3. the Application step

4. the Confrontation

5. the Inspiration

6. the Realization





1. the instruction step:
getting instructions and direction from God through His word...from the bible,
'Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path.' Psalm 119:105,

2. confirmation through people and signs... God's will for you.... or a calling for you, can be confirmed to you through Godly people, or signs from God... guiding you... opening or closing doors for you.... for me, it was some people from my Laurier fellowship that would pray for me, and give me encouragement, in discerning His will for me this summer, and for the opportunity for me to spend my summer as an intern at Jane and Finch.

3. application...stepping up in faith, applying, and doing, implementing.... talking/emailing John Knight, asking him more details about this summer ministry, how i can help, what i'd be doing... and taking an initiative to see what this is all about, and then actually applying for it, and going thru all the admin stuff...

4. challenges and obstacles... definitely not easy, and not a walk in the park...but God will make a way... there will be detours to teach you something, to show you something.... these detours have a purpose... it will not be easy, but is necessary... for me... a BIG obstacle in the beginning was summer ministry VS. summer job.... do i get a job to help pay for my tuition and rent? do i get my first summer job, that i've been trying to get for years? or do i just do something crazy and go live at jane and finch and do local missions?
ALSO, another huge obstacle was funding.... BECAUSE i wasn't going to have a summer job.... funding was a huge worry for me... how and where could i get $2000+?! i honestly started to freak out.... but my youth pastor told me, "If He's really callign you to do this, and dedicate your summer for Him... He's gonna make a way for you, and provide.... don't worry..." and He was right... God inspired me to hold 2 fundraising events, and it was ONLY by the grace of God, that i was able to create 'Streetlights' and the 'Streetlights Softball Tourney', and really use those 2 events as His way of providing for me.... and telling me to just Trust Him! not only does He provide... but He goes above and beyond your imagination and just amazes you and leaves you in awe, because what He does and what He is capable of, is simply....unfathomable.

i really would like to share with you, that if God is calling you to do something... lead somewhere, be this or that, go here or there.... if challenges or obstacles get in your way, or it becomes really difficult or challenging.... don't give up. use it as a test to make you stronger, and use it as a trial of your faith... where your faith will be stretched, and you need to be able trust Him.... if it really IS His will.... it will work out... have faith! just trust!

5. inspiration... encouragement and inspiration through words, works, worship... God will do things to reassure you... and He surrounded me with people to reassure me that this is an opportunity from Him for me to really go after, and this is a great thing for me to be doign this summer, to really go out of my comfort zone, and be challenged and stretched

6. realizing.. and praising God, and sharing your testimony..etc i dont exactly remember this last step clearly... but i think it's when you realize all of the previous steps, that you share it, and share the testimony of all the steps, how your story came to be... and the whole process, and how far God has brought you from.

there will be ups and downs in discerning God's will... in trying to figure out His calling and what He has planned for you... but someone told me that if it's really what God has in store for you... you won't be able to run from it.... if it fades, it might just be your emotions... but if it's God's calling... it will catch up to you, and there is no escaping it.... (not in a bad way of course), but that's sort of what happened to me.... the opportunity of serving, and doing missions, interning at Jane & Finch, was just more and more clear in my mind, it was such a big thing planted in my heart, and all signs just pointed in that direction.... oh and of course.... it all starts with prayer... continual prayer...

it is my hope and prayer that maybe God can show you something, speak to you, and call you to do something bold...and do something really out there, for His glory and to be a light in this world, to take up your cross and follow Him!



another story...

so today, we bumped into this woman, she's about 24-30 yrs of age, and she isnt married, but has 5 kids, most of them are with different fathers who have all left her... she is pregnant with a 6th kid, but she is contemplating abortion, and today she just kinda broke down as she was talking to sarah (one of the other interns) who's met her before....
she was saying how she knows how terrible abortion is, and she's so full of guilt, but she thinks she needs to do it, cause she doesnt think she could handle a 6th kid....and she said she might not be able to survive another pregnancy.. but im not sure.... we walked her and her 2 kids to a local child care, and then we walked with her to the church for some counselling...
i hope everything with her works out....
keep her in your prayers if you could.
thanks, God bless.